Since my car adapter thingy broke, I've been without my ipod in my car for a long time. I finally bought a new adapter. FINALLY. I had resorted to listening to the CDs I happened to have in my car. This included several CD mixes from 2006, Kidz Bop, and a Queen Rockabye CD...I missed my IPOD immensely!
This was how my thought process worked for today's "monday love" post.
The other night we finally watched the first "The Voice" episode that we had on our DVR this past week. I loved it, and think it's much more entertaining than "Idol".
(from google images)
One of the contestants sang American Boy...
Which made me want to look up the video. I then commented on how Kanye has style. Marc says, No, he got swagga. Which then reminded me of this awesome performance...
Which then reminded me of how fabulous M.I.A. is. She was 9 months pregnant during that performance, by the way. So this "Monday Love" is dedicated to M.I.A.:
(all images above from google images)
Today, I am loving these things that remind me of her style...
Just the other day I came across a box of cds packed away from when we moved out of our apartment. It was like a time capsule. I found a bunch of cds I forgot I owned. It was like buying new music. Here's some of what I've been listening to.
My mind has been everywhere else but on blogging. It's been a whirlwind of a Holiday Season & New Year for us to say the least. It started with my surprising and happy pregnancy in November. Then kind of went on a downward trend with one of my cousins committing suicide just after Thanksgiving, my husband's Grandpa becoming ill, my miscarriage in January, my Grandma failing health, and my husband's grandpa's passing.
I finally feel like I'm getting bearings. I've learned a lot about loss, and forgiveness in these past few months.
I found myself feeling so much anger toward my grandma and family for my childhood experiences. I was verbally abused by my grandmother when she lived with us (when I was 5 until 17 years old). She would call me "fat, lazy, good for nothing" among other things...
I realize now that people do the best with what they know. And my Grandmother herself has her own personal demons-- whatever they may be we will never know.
She will probably never have such a loving, and heartfelt funeral like my husband's grandfather. She has never been that person to anyone. But that's okay.
I can spend a lifetime feeling sorry for myself... but that will only bring me a life of sorrow. Or I can realize that life is what I create it to be and open up a lifetime of open doors, and opportunities.
In light of the Japan Disaster with so much loss and devastation, I am instead recognizing how much I should cherish and appreciate all that I do have.
I love our home, family means everything... and Emily Jay is such a joy. In January I passed the LCSW exam that I keep talking about, and I am working on becoming a better human being.
2011 will bring a new me. And hopefully new and fresh things to this blog.
I have always loved cyndi lauper-- she has helped to pave the way for so many musicians andyouth. colorful hair, and stand out clothing is now much more widely accepted and admired. she's like the O.G. lady gaga. haha.
and by the way... here is my favorite cyndi song...
and even after all these years she still rocks it...
this one was SUPER hard. people that know me know I listen to all kinds of music. but you may not know that I looove this song. this is my go to song when I sing karaoke...at home...by myself (which I actually do pretty often).
this is my daughter's most favorite song right now. she sings it in the bathtub, the car, while eating dinner...and I have to admit. it's catchy. yeah, I sing it too.